12/13/07
Ugh,
tomorrow I turn 30. I thought I'd have so much more accomplished
by now. I guess I should be happy with the fact that I'm alive
and marginally sane. On the plus side, I have a wonderful, well-adjusted,
intelligent, creative son who I love very much. :) :)
Aa!
Also Christmas is only 2 weeks away! Not done yet!
11/30/07
So
I finally get a rough draft of the paper done. I should want to
go celebrate, right? And there's a party tonight. But I've apparently
become an anti-social moron.
I guess a part of me is actually worried about what people will
say if I don't drink. It's not that unusual, I'm just not really
used to saying it to people yet. I don't know why I'm like a 13
year old, terrified of bucking social norms.
Here,
read this.
11/25/07
I
forgot school was hard work. I have been writing this paper for
2 months and it still feels unfinished. I guess we'll see tomorrow
night, when I turn in my rough copy. Part of my problem is my
general procrastination problem, and part of it is that I have
been out of school for a while and I appear to have forgotten
how to write a real paper. It's only supposed to be 20 pages.
It feels like forever. At least I'm using my brain for the powers
of good, I suppose.