KILLING PUTS YOUR SOCIAL INTENTIONS INTO PERSPECTIVE. IF YOU CAN KILL SOMEONE WITH THE CORRECT ATTITUDE, YOU CAN DO ANYTHING. YOU REALIZE THE HIDDEN FEAR OF RETRIBUTION WHICH HAS INFORMED EVERY ACTION. A NEUROSIS WHICH YOU CAN NEVER OVERCOME UNTIL YOU CONFRONT IT. THE INTERNALISED SOCIAL STIGMAS WHICH SEPARATED YOU FROM YOUR GOALS DISINTEGRATE WHEN YOU BECOME THE ENEMY, THE FEAR OBJECT OF YOUR FORMER SELF.
KILLING CHANGES THINGS, MANES EVERYTHING A RISK. FASTER. DELETED TIME BETWEEN ACTIONS. CONFUSION. IT IS PURE PURPOSE, WITHOUT THE BURDEN OF HAVING TO MEAN ANYTHING. IT ONLY "MEANS" THAT THINGS ARE TEMPORARY. A PANIC RAISES US ABOVE THE LEVEL OF OUR PERSONALITIES AND MAKES BANAL DESIRES RADIANT WITH SUDDEN AND PERMANENT CHANGE. JUST AS A SINGLE MISTAKE IN CONVERSATION CAN RUIN THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. IT REMOVES "THE SPACE BETWEEN" WHAT IS VALUED AND WHAT IS FEARED.
DEATH, AS AN INSTRUMENT, IS A NEW BEGINNING. THROUGH INTENTIONAL VIOLENCE WITH UNENDING CONSEQUENCES, IT BECOMES THE ULTIMATE VELOCITY OF THE EGO AND BIRTHRIGHT OF ALL PEOPLE. WE ALL DIE. THE MURDERER SPEAKS DESPAIR, FEAR, CONFUSION. UNIVERSAL, BIOCENTRIC LANGUAGES. THE MORE SENSE-LESS THE EVENT, THE GREATER THE POTENTIAL FREEDOM FROM TIME, FROM THE WALLS OF THE ROOM, FROM THE FAMILY, FROM THE SOCIAL BARRICADES AND FROM THE PEOPLE WHO BUILT THEM TO FEED UPON FRUSTRATION, TO GIVE BIRTH TO THE KILLING, TO JUSTIFY THEIR OWN POWER, THEIR OWN REASON TO KILL.
PEOPLE WHO KILL SHOULD KEEP OTHERWISE SILENT. THERE IS NOTHING MORE DISGUSTING THAN THE SIGHT AND BOUND OF A KILLER TRYING TO EXPLAIN WHAT THEY "DID". TRYING TO SPEAK AN IMPERFECT LANGUAGE. THEY ARE GIVEN TOO MUCH TIME TO "THINK". THEY DREAM THEMSELVES INTO CELEBRITY, INTO BELIEVING THEY KILLED FOR A "BOSS", FOR THEIR "COUNTRY", FOR THEIR "RELIGION", FOR "SURVIVAL", FOR THE "FAMILY", FOR "SATAN", FOR "CHRIST", FOR "LUCIFER", FOR "JEHOVAH", FOR ANYTHING OUTSIDE THEM. THEY LOSE THE MOMENTUM TO GO WILD, TO BE FREE OF SOCIETY'S HOOKS AND NETS BUILT ON THE PROCESS OF PROMOTION BOTH REAL AND IMAGINED, CARROT AND STICK FAILED AND SICK.
THE KILLER'S ACTUAL SILENCE (OR EMPTY WORDS) AFTER THE MURDER HER OR HIS MIND MIND IS A MIRROR OF THE FIRST MINUTES AFTER DEATH, THE COOL SURFACE OF FREEDOM. NOT THINKING. THE KILLER IS "UNITED" WITH THE VICTIM AND SO THE ACT BECOMES THE ONLY HUMAN TECHNOLOGY TO BRIDGE THE EMOTIONAL SEPARATIONS OF MORTALITY. WE ALL DIE.
anon. circa 1975