It was not long after
Fear became my master
And began the possession of my soul
That I began to seeing
Myself in daylight fleeing
Raining down upon my madness uncontrolled
‘Til my mind was wont to wander
Upon the darkness yonder
That now approached my wretched home
In this darkness was no respite
From my situation now so desperate
Turning my merry laughter into moans
Tho’ the moans would not be uttered
From my mouth securely shuttered
Clenched in frightful anticipation of the eve
Moans which sound like humming
Whilst my fingers drumming
As if by this compelling, compelling my frights to leave
They echoed all the louder
In my heart which once was prouder
Of its steely nerve in blackness once before
But now that chest was frantic
With delusions wild and manic
Delusions of beasts from gothic tales of yore
Beasts which lurked unseen
Yet to my senses now so keen
Seemed destined to torment and to destroy
To destroy my home as refuge
From an imagination full of refuse
Refuse of the savage notions employ’d
Employed to keep me pacing
To keep my thoughts in racing
Racing through the fantastic fates ahead
Fates so full of horror
That I would never see the ‘morrow
And would surely share my destiny with the dead
But in death at last I’d sleep
And the specters which I keep
Would in death be my torturers no more
For then I would see them clearly
And they would not appear so weirdly
But rather in my vision in the fore
So they wait for me to be married
To their woeful plane and carried
Carried off to the sad eternity they endure
And I refuse their pleading
And tho’ slumber I am needing
I will not suffer myself to be carried to their shore
Now I sit alert and rigid
As I feel their presence frigid
And with the coming of night, I will sleep no more
I tense and my heart, it quickens
The air around me thickens
And with the coming of night, I must sleep no more
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