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Loose Change

I flip a coin one day
And see my heart,
Soaring end over end,
Flashing facets flipping, flipping,
On one side you,
On one side me,
Bound together, vastly different,
A common mint, perhaps,
In our series, struck from
One like mold, 
But never twice the same.

Alike in composition,
Circumstance, experience,
Unlike in the aspects
We show ourselves for all to see.
Forever you've been there with me,
On the other side, so close,
So close,
So far away,
As heads to tails, one side seen,
The other hidden,
Like a dream never quite remembered,
Haunting my one-sided existence,
As I flip end over end,
Feverishly spinning, but blind,
Never quick enough to see
What graced that other face.
By all rights I never should have known,
Bound though we are, have always been,
But doomed to show our faces outward
And never see each other.

Passed from hand to hand
Our life was spent
On momentary pleasures,
While forever denying our own.
Cast aside, left behind,
Lost in carelessness,
Our pains like so many pennies
Scattered into wishing wells,
No sooner spent than forgotten.
As we sunk slowly flipping 
Into cold and damp obscurity,
Mingling with a thousand other tales,
Bound for familiar hopeless ends,
So it seemed as would land
Heads up, or tails, 
Never mattered which,
With a clink resembling a thud,
Or the splat of a broken heart
Dashed against the unforgiving ground.

Spending time so long together
At unawares we tired
Of the sundered views we shared,
One faces smothered in the darkness,
The other blinded by the light,
We turned at last to look within,
Bound at last to see each other
On the common ground we shared,
Clasping in our hands a joy
Much greater than cents or dollars...

I catch the coin and close my hand,
Caring not which end is up,
To keep it safe
And never let it go.

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Written in October 2003 as a result of an abortive email to a friend. I'd described someone I know as being like the other side of my coin. I then racked my brain for any piece of writing I knew which used the coin image as its central conceit and found none, although I'm sure someone had to do it before I did. At any rate, I like this one.

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